Carol Armstong

x_goodbyecarol@hotmail.com — Wed, 08 Oct 2008 02:59:10 GMT

Life can pretty much suck it, for real style.

Shit son! Haha, oh well. Things get better as time passes, I suppose I just need things to occupy my mind.
<3

x_goodbyecarol@hotmail.com — Mon, 08 Sep 2008 03:45:55 GMT

I'm partially uncomfortable with everything. I go in and out of phases, absolute shit.

But oh wellz, I can deal.. Usually do.

Peaceee, dudes

x_goodbyecarol@hotmail.com — Tue, 26 Aug 2008 21:22:30 GMT

I am so far behind lately... Sheesh.

And I think a kid in a few of my classes is mistaking my friendliness as liking and.. That's just going to be messy. I miss Josh and all of my habits are completely thrown outta whack. Gahdamn, I just want to relax! They haven't changed my 25+ hours to just 20 at work yet, but if I can get through this week, I'm pretty sure I can face anything.

Waking up early tomorrow morning to pick up Casey again. We're such loners and I'm realizing it more and more everyday, although I am picking up some new friendies and being more outgoing. I just feel no need to have an over abundance of friends, I love having so few and always spending time with them. I'm thinking this year (minus the AP tests and constant reminders of how fucked up applying to college is going to make us) won't be so bad at all.

Peace lovelies, I've got to get a bite to eat before work!
<3

x_goodbyecarol@hotmail.com — Sun, 17 Aug 2008 04:22:04 GMT

"Ain't nothin wrong, ain't nothing right
And still I set and lie awake all night"

Guh, conservative Christian Republicans.. Eep! It never seems fair. Everyone should have the same rights and decisions ought not to be taken away. Too much one sided-ness from everyone!

And so I end with, guh.

Peace, babes.

x_goodbyecarol@hotmail.com — Fri, 01 Aug 2008 06:08:49 GMT

...Yeahh

x_goodbyecarol@hotmail.com — Mon, 07 Jul 2008 21:55:20 GMT

Work in an hour, Michigan in eight days!

I can't decide if I'm excited or slightly bummed.. Excited?

Sure.

x_goodbyecarol@hotmail.com — Sun, 22 Jun 2008 23:26:36 GMT

So here's what's on my mind lately:

Relationship or not?, 45%
Working and more confusion, 17%
Sleeping, 10%
What am I doing tonight?, 7%
Vacation in July!, 6%
Chilling, 6%
Weird cravings, 2%
Swimming, 4%
Driving and gas costs, 3%
Crazy insane dreams, 2%

Pretty much in a 102% format to symbolize that I have too much on my mind! Hahah

x_goodbyecarol@hotmail.com — Tue, 17 Jun 2008 06:05:17 GMT

I am the absolute scum of the earth.
I feel so out of character.. It's getting ridiculous.

I'm really starting to hate what I'm doing.

x_goodbyecarol@hotmail.com — Tue, 10 Jun 2008 18:20:19 GMT

I'm not sure if I'm disappointed in myself or if I'm just disappointed in how long it took to make up my mind.

Either way, I'm mildly disappointed.
Mildly sleepy.
Very excited.
And mildly confused.

x_goodbyecarol@hotmail.com — Sun, 08 Jun 2008 16:14:18 GMT

This time I'm the one that's way done. I don't want to date or be with Josh anytime soon. I'm done with all of this seriousness.. Sure, I like two guys at the same time. Sure, I really could care less if he called me a tease again.

I just want someone to be fun with or I want to be single for a very long time. I'm sorry for kissing someone I was interested in when you still like me, Josh..? No, I'm not because you finally pushed me over the edge and I'm excited with where I'm at.

Big deal, people move on. Especially when they've been broken up with countless times.

I'm done, I'm happy and I could care less! This feels so liberating.

Regardless he wants me to come over today so he can unload frustration from his mind. I agreed because I have to pick up Casey from Danny's anyways. This should be interesting.. I'm not even worried anymore and it pretty much rocks.

Well sweet. I'm off!

Let's make some plans. My schedule is wonderful this week:
Monday-Wednesday 6-10
Thursday & Friday 5-10

I get paid Wednesday :D

x_goodbyecarol@hotmail.com — Sat, 07 Jun 2008 20:53:39 GMT

Hahaha, oh my shit.

People are going crazy lately!

x_goodbyecarol@hotmail.com — Mon, 26 May 2008 21:25:17 GMT

Goddamn. Goddammit. Goddamndamndamnit. Haha, I'm at a loss of what to do.

Let's chill!

Sailboating and swimming was fun today. Now Casey and I are going for slushies and on-sale bathing suits. Sweet. I am so sleepy! Le sigh.

x_goodbyecarol@hotmail.com — Fri, 09 May 2008 23:03:33 GMT

We're done, officially at the moment. He still doesn't know what he wants and I either want to be with him or simply free of everything. Simple enough :)

x_goodbyecarol@hotmail.com — Sun, 04 May 2008 23:00:58 GMT

Only Tuesday will tell.

I'm calling some shots, he's got the rest. We might actually be able to work things out after all :D

This is such bullshit, but I'm so entirely enjoying it all,
I miss my Joshtua Poke!

x_goodbyecarol@hotmail.com — Sat, 03 May 2008 14:15:36 GMT

I woke up at three fourty five with a temperature of 100.9, now it's 99 and I don't even feel like I have a fever. Very odd since normally my temperature is in the low ninety sevens.

Anyways, I sound like shit, I'm coughing my lungs up, and I'm running a fever. I don't even feel sick, it's cool! :D

x_goodbyecarol@hotmail.com — Mon, 28 Apr 2008 20:45:42 GMT

I'm done, and then I'm not done. I'm done, and not.

I'm so sick of this. I just want to know what will be going on a month from now. I seriously don't want to wait.. I can but I shouldn't have to.

x_goodbyecarol@hotmail.com — Fri, 25 Apr 2008 20:45:41 GMT

I'm single again.
People are driving me insane, others just couldn't be more perfect right now.
I'm so ridiculously bored, make plans with me!
And I might be getting a job today, hostess at Outback.. but I need the money.
Mah Maria is coming in very soon, and I could not be more excited!

I feel so indifferent! Bleh

x_goodbyecarol@hotmail.com — Fri, 11 Apr 2008 02:44:25 GMT

Hah, I've been super ridiculously bipolar-like today.

I don't know what's wrong wiff meh. I'm so ready for it to pass

Pfft, Thursdays.

x_goodbyecarol@hotmail.com — Tue, 08 Apr 2008 02:58:03 GMT

If I cut off your arms and cut off your legs
Would you still love me anyway?
If you're bound and you're gagged, draped and displayed
Would you still love me anyway?
Why don't you love me anyway?

I've been re-stuck on the Distillers and Misfits lately.

I think he's the most adorable thing :D I look drunk

x_goodbyecarol@hotmail.com — Tue, 25 Mar 2008 02:40:48 GMT

For the first day in as long as I can remember, I woke up actually awake and stayed that way through out the day...

I've decided to start being more productive, I'm not sure how well it will work out but I'm trying at it.

I jogged today. It was entirely too nice, and then I showered right afterwards. I've been reading Vonnegut intensely, I got home from school and played around with my charcoal pencils, and now I'm finishing up my Brody project for French.. eck. I love feeling like I've done something all day, it's delicious like no other!

I want a healty color to my skin. I believe the outdoors are calling :D

x_goodbyecarol@hotmail.com — Fri, 21 Mar 2008 21:35:31 GMT

Fuck all of this, it's fucking ridiculous.

I hate that everyone is an asshole lately, it's entirely cute. NOT.

vague and choppy.

x_goodbyecarol@hotmail.com — Thu, 20 Mar 2008 04:21:41 GMT

Vonnegut, yes? I went on a shopping spree at Hastings. Cat's Cradle, Slaughter House Five. I'm really not sure.

Mum's going to Austin for the weekend.

Josh and I, Sarah and Nate, going bowling tomorrow.

Josh and I need to figure out this weekend.

x_goodbyecarol@hotmail.com — Sun, 02 Mar 2008 05:26:34 GMT

I quit Subway. And by quitting, I mean I didn't go in today. I called in sick yesterday because my chest has been hurting so badly as to keep me from breathing great and wanting to move.. Much less talk.

My boss called me yesterday and asked why it was that Olivia and I were both sick at the same time, and then hung up on me in mid conversation. Listen, first you ought to grow up.. Second, people get sick and maybe you ought to plan for it.. Six days in a row is too much for me when I need to bring my grades up and start planning for things.

I'm not superwoman, I'm just your average, sleep deprived, under achieving teenager that happens to not enjoy being yelled at or overworked.

On the plus side, I received 307$ in tax returns today and I'm picking up my last check for Subway on Thursday!

Josh and I are hanging out tomorrow, hopefully that will be nice. Casey and I have two long drives to catch up on things. My physics project is going along smoothly. I need to go searching for a job at the start of this week!

My chest is killing me, I'm off to sleep!

x_goodbyecarol@hotmail.com — Tue, 19 Feb 2008 17:48:45 GMT

Update:

I'm single again, wasn't for two weeks.

I work at Subway, a different one in Conroe.

I'm no longer broke! Or won't be this Thursday..

I miss my friends, a ton.

I think I might clean up soon.

I'm sleepy.

But all is well, when is it not.

x_goodbyecarol@hotmail.com — Tue, 05 Feb 2008 01:59:15 GMT

I'm single, but that's to be expected.

I'm far behind on my art project that has to be finished by Saturday morning.

I'm going to start exercising slightly with Casey.

I'm looking for a job, desperately.

I'm worried sick about what I'm doing.

I'm so tired.

But I'm happy. And that's all that really counts!